What have i done so far ?

Trying to discipline myself is my greatest weakness.  i used to be a very discipline person.  i once was a very punctual and i’ll be there before time.  but, time has changed.  i am always late these days…err..i mean for the past few years.  my girlfriend and my friends have been patient enough for this particular behaviour.    There was one time i was extremely late for a date with my GF, and she end up waiting for one hour ..my god ! what was i thinking?  and not to mentioned my late appearances when i went out with my friends.  Until now, i am always late, and there was one time here in Edinburgh, i was scolded by my friends because i was late, again.  what happen to me? i dont know.  what i need to know is  i need to change.  i really really need to change.

the same problem goes with my life now at the moment.  i am suppose to start doing my research for my dissertation.  but guess what…i havent done any.  again..what’s happening to me? i am so so so lazy and ..there’s no and.full stop.

okey…being human, we do make mistake.  The one thing that differentiate a good person than another is the ability to learn from our mistakes and move on.  that’s what i wanna do.  i will gather my strength, focus myself and start a new me.  YES. I WILL.

i know it is not as easy as it souds.  i have to stay focus and realise how important time is.  i will not wasting anymore time, i will do my dissertation thingy and i will try to be on time everytime from now.

having said that, i have to stop typing.

Err…wait !…after reading this, dont forget to click HERE to see my "other" work.

 

-Iz OUT-

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